finch
Finnegan "Finch" Martinez
male・poly pansexual・23 years old Diego Boneta Slide by Everclear [alt song - Aphelion by Jesper Kyd] Beauregard and Kendall's 'tech guy' dating Jonquil breeding slots・3/3 |
design by Tigressa [#206]
shine [s], hair [s] hex codes・ #D6CEC1, #918B7B, #201A1A, #12110D, #852218, #D97716, #C3380F, #F1E7DB |
I am elastic
I am easy with the damage
Finch is obedient only to a point. He follows his nose to money, and if he's being paid he does (mostly) what he's told; but he's terribly headstrong and defiant in nature, and he gets into unnecessary fights a lot. Sometimes he flat-out refuses assignments because they sound boring, or because they sound unambitious, or because he simply does not like the person asking. He's somewhat lackadaisical, mercurial in his moods, difficult to pin down. He can be tempted by money but he can never be completely bought. If he disagrees with something he will sacrifice any dollar amount to do what he thinks is right. That being said he does have an odd understanding of morals and usually doesn't mind doing something that would be considered morally bad, such as working with assassins or releasing classified documents to the public. His loyalty is fickle and not something to be cherished; one must always remember that Finch can switch sides as fluidly as he can switch moods. He's a mythological hacker that has an incredible following, despite his youth.
He tends to be disarmingly flirtatious, always in an attempt to get his way. He's exceedingly private and possessive over what is his, and that definitely includes his apartment in Chicago. Finch doesn't make many friends because he's unwilling to put energy into these relationships but occasionally there are people who forcibly attach themselves to him and he tolerates them fine. He must be coaxed into changing his mind, and resents when he is being told what to do, especially if he believes he knows better. Despite his prickly exterior Finch has a deep fear of being left alone, and is convinced anyone he becomes close to will either die or leave him. He releases this fear in the form of anger and sarcasm, and struggles to share his true feelings with even those few closest to him. He hates being relied upon but performs his best when he knows he is doing something on the behalf of someone else, although he would be reluctant to ever admit this. He has been dating Jonquil for a few months now and he still gets snappish sometimes when he feels cornered by Jonquil visiting his apartment.
He tends to be disarmingly flirtatious, always in an attempt to get his way. He's exceedingly private and possessive over what is his, and that definitely includes his apartment in Chicago. Finch doesn't make many friends because he's unwilling to put energy into these relationships but occasionally there are people who forcibly attach themselves to him and he tolerates them fine. He must be coaxed into changing his mind, and resents when he is being told what to do, especially if he believes he knows better. Despite his prickly exterior Finch has a deep fear of being left alone, and is convinced anyone he becomes close to will either die or leave him. He releases this fear in the form of anger and sarcasm, and struggles to share his true feelings with even those few closest to him. He hates being relied upon but performs his best when he knows he is doing something on the behalf of someone else, although he would be reluctant to ever admit this. He has been dating Jonquil for a few months now and he still gets snappish sometimes when he feels cornered by Jonquil visiting his apartment.
I am ecstatic
I am hungry for the climb
art credit・
satyn, illuminege, starblind, Ellawissa, Ratmaeda
satyn, illuminege, starblind, Ellawissa, Ratmaeda